Paying (Honor to)
Peter and Paul: 29 June
On the twenty-ninth of June the Church celebrates the
Apostles, Peter and Paul. Theirs is one
of the few solemn feasts that actually overtake the current Sunday in Ordinary
Time when it so falls, and with good reason.
Peter and Paul are the greatest of the Apostles. Their lives and deaths provide the foundation
for the early Church, of which you and I are the inheritors. Today’s feast allows us to see them in all
their humanity—which is precisely how Jesus called them. Through them we see what humanity can
accomplish when it is united to the divinity of Christ, who humbled Himself to
share in our humanity.
First we encounter Jesus in conversation with Peter. At this point, Peter is feeling the wounds of
his own humanity: he, who once professed Jesus as the Messiah, who had the
momentary faith to walk on water with Him, who in his bravado said that he
would die for his Master, has since denied his acquaintance with Jesus three
times. Peter and his fishing buddies-turned-disciples
have just spent a day on the lake, catching nothing but grief. The risen Jesus appears to them offshore and
furnishes a huge yield of fish. If I
were Peter, I might not be filled with gratitude for Jesus’ action as much as
shame and embarrassment because I
couldn’t do it. “After all,” Peter
might have said, “I was a fisherman for years before Jesus came along. I’ve cast hundreds, thousands of nets in my
time. What gives?” Peter apparently has forgotten that he has a
new Employer. He has failed to cast off
his selfishness and pride, but to his credit, he knows it, and is therefore not
afraid to approach Jesus on the shore. His
self-will is about all he has to lose.
Three times Jesus asks Peter whether he loves Him. There is a traditional connection between
Jesus’ threefold interrogation and Peter’s threefold denial. According to the original Greek, in the first
two scrutinies, Jesus asks Peter whether he loves Him
with agape, the sort of
self-sacrificing love that Jesus shows in His life and death. In Peter’s first two responses, he professes philia, the love of friends for each
other—noble enough, but not the sort of love that Jesus was looking for. The third time, Jesus asks whether Peter
really does have even that friendship love; Peter answers affirmatively and
emphatically. Through that process,
Jesus is able to heal Peter of the shame and embarrassment that his denials
fostered in him. At the same time, Jesus
is directing Peter’s thoughts and actions to the service of others—His hungry lambs,
His wandering sheep.
Such
is the standard remedy for self-pity: reconciliation with, and service of,
other people. It gets us out of our own
muddled heads and helps us to make a worthwhile contribution to the lives of
our fellows. And God is glorified in
such transformation. Now, it seems,
Peter and we are ready to receive our mission, which inescapably involves the
conformity of our wills: Peter is told that the swashbuckling days of his
spiritual adolescence are past. The death
of the self-absorbed will is the kind of death by which he and we would glorify
God. This is what we see in the reading
from Acts: Peter and John are engaged in prayer when they see a crippled man
ironically being transported to a place called “the Beautiful Gate.” Infused with the power of the Holy Spirit,
Peter is able to extend the healing love of Jesus toward this beautiful man,
investing him with physical vigor and divesting him of self-pity and
uselessness.
Today’s portrait of Saint Paul is an autobiographical piece,
in which he is trying to support his claims to apostleship and make a personal
connection with the Galatians to whom he writes. This is Paul’s contention: “Today I am as
vigorous a herald of the Gospel as yesterday I was an opponent of it—and this
by God’s peculiar call and no bright initiative of my own.” The Christians in
Saints Peter and Paul each suffered a martyr’s death, having
lived as courageous witnesses to the Lord’s Gospel. They are venerated together because of their
important association with the city of
We
praise God today for these human beings who united themselves to Christ in His
suffering for the salvation of the world.
The Church graciously receives their intercession, sorely needed in a
world where there is a crisis of love and a crisis of truth. Saints Peter and Paul cannot offer us silver,
gold, or oil, but they can offer the surpassing knowledge and love of Jesus
Christ.